Saturday, October 13, 2012

Rushing vs. Ransom

I was supposed to be at work. Instead, I sat on the mounting block, eating lunch and watching Ransom wander around the round pen.

Until 8 AM this morning, the plan was to take the mini horses on their monthly trip to visit the elementary school. Instead, the threat of rain led to a flurry of phone calls to volunteers to notify them that we were cancelling the trip. My heart sank every time a call went through to voicemail. What if they didn’t get the message in time? I felt pressured by the time crunch.

Today was the end of a whole week of feeling rushed -- perhaps more than the circumstances warranted -- but rushed all the same. Places to be, details to do, all eating up time so quickly I couldn’t catch up.

Ransom angled his head to slide it between the panels of the fence and stretch his nose towards me. Towards my lunch actually. My mind stopped rushing to all the things I needed to get done at work before the end of the day. Instead I thought, how do animals manage to be so cute when begging for food? I had no apple core to give him, so I offered up a frito corn chip. He lipped up the salty morsel and came back for more, ears pricked in anticipation.

Deep breath. I needed to be back at work in half an hour. But in this moment, with Ransom, I could just be.

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