It’d been four
years since my last horse show, and for the first time, Ransom and I ventured
into the discipline of cowboy dressage.
Our show weekend started with hat shopping on
Friday. For as many years as I’ve ridden, and for as much time as I’ve spent
riding Western, I’ve never owned a cowboy hat. On Saturday, I test rode my new
head apparel and practiced my patterns for a final time. Ransom submitted to
the spa afterwards, emerging clean, soft, and sweet-smelling. I don’t think
about how big his blanket pattern is until I have to wash all that white!

We arrived at the
show grounds at the crack of dawn Sunday. The horses finished breakfast while Jamie
and I scouted the area. The arena lay nestled in the sequoias of the regional
park. This was the perfect environment for Ransom’s first show – small and relaxed
with only a few friendly competitors. Despite the low-key atmosphere, the
morning brought a host of my insecurities to the surface. For starters, I’m a
recovering perfectionist. Because of previous successes, I felt burdened
by the pressure of higher expectations. My self-esteem is too dependent on
comparing myself to others, and the whole point of a horse show is judging and
critique. Not to mention how awkward it is to be compared to friends.
Ransom, fortunately,
did not add to my nerves. Though he was a bit of a looky-lou, he was calm and
collected, taking everything in stride. We rode our two tests and I appreciated
his honesty – he was the same horse there that he was at the barn. For that I was
proud of him. We came home with a lot to work on, but I could say the show was
a success. Didn’t hurt to have a red ribbon, either.