The clouds threatened to rain as I drove home from a long day of giving riding lessons. My feet ached and my mood slumped from eight hours of giving three year-olds glorified pony rides, teaching a girl who wouldn’t take me seriously, and avoiding ungracious boarders who resented sharing the arena. Part of me just wanted to go home and crash. After all, I was tired and hungry and it looked like rain. I could visit my horse tomorrow. But a little voice said that some Ransom therapy was just what I needed.
So when I reached the road leading to the ranch, I turned. I just needed to see him. Brush him. Love on him. Let the day melt away in his warm breath and soft coat. When his head came up and his ears pricked toward me, I smiled. And that’s when I realized it was the first time I’d smiled all day. Really smiled. Not a socially draining, covering up that I’m tired and unhappy kind of smile.
I did go home and crash afterwards. But it was with a spot of gladness.